Future.

It's been a good year. Yup.

Can't let your cold heart be free.

OCDs are not funny. Neither are crisis or panic attacks.

What's funny is how people use those words, so lightly, like they're not a big deal.

If someone uses those words that way it's because they never had a crisis, a meltdown, a panic attack, or spent several years fighting his/her OCDs.

Those things can mess you up, make your heart freeze, push people away from you, so they don't get fucked up as you already are.

But who can blame those lucky ones?

Nevermind. I'll just keep building walls around me.

Non Sum Qualis Eram.

And that is really sad.

I hope I can come back. I'm setting sail, coming home.

Mother, I'm here.

I Was In Love With You.

Your distant eyes-

Insincere smile-

And hollow refrain-

Yer blues.